i am so stupid
hi,
we talked for the first time in months and you haven’t changed. we found out that we have the same coffee order and you told me that you saw me at a show recently. i saw you too, the lights were hitting your face perfectly you were taller than i remembered your hair had gotten so long— i didn’t mention any of it. all i said was sorry, i’m so sorry, sorry, sorry.
you told me that before i reached out, you were planning to text me again on my (our) birthday. sometimes you’re so pathetic that it makes me laugh. i had always thought that you were too good of a person for me
we talked for longer than i had intended. afterwards, i laid in bed, stared at my ceiling, and felt nothing
i don’t think i’ll talk to you for a long time, so,
goodbye.