hi,

i drank too much coffee today, i'm tired, but i can't seem to close my eyes. i feel especially lonely right now, but i don't have the energy to be sad about it

a moment ago, i thought to myself, am i still cold? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer? am i getting warmer?

i thought about it too much and almost cried. i think i'm still cold. i don't know when i'll feel warm again

lately, i've been telling all of my friends that i miss them. they're all busy at school-- i don't think that they think of me as much as i think of them. sometimes i forget that my friends can cherish others more than they cherish me. i think it;s okay, i think i'll get over it

i don't want to burden people anymore. i'm sick to my stomach thinking about it. i would rather be dead than feel like this

i feel like a bug trapped in a glass jar again, it feels like november again. it feels really cold

goodbye.